Kodumaa püha

Tomorrow will be better. It may take one day or one year. Five years, ten. 

Nevertheless, your tomorrow will come.

If you give up now you'll never know when. 

Don't just survive

“Have you ever noticed that humans have made it so difficult and complicated to “survive” in this world? It’s a vicious cycle. You go to school, and try really hard, so that you can get into a good college, and then you try really hard at college to get a good job, and then you try really hard at your job, so you can make money. And then your kids do the same thing. And everyone just keeps on doing this and no one even stops to think WHY they’re doing it any more. Everyone just does it because it’s what you’re supposed to do. And like, before, when the human race had just started, the goal was to just SURVIVE. People just lived. I mean, that’s what really matters, right? Survival. Because after you die, it doesn’t matter what college you went to.”

—	Dylan, my 12 year old brother

Sunday morning rain is falling

Kõige rohkem tahaks kallistada. Ja siis enam mitte lahti lasta.
Olen nii tühi, aga samas nii täis.
Kõik on planeeritud, aga samas üllatusi täis.
Mul on hirm, aga samas ma ei karda midagi.

Olen ümbritsetud heade inimestega. 

Nii kodus. Nii koolis. Nii südames.

Patient love

You know you're in gymnastics school, when you see this in your hallway.







And three words on the tip of my tongue, 
not to be spoken nor sung
or whispered to anyone...
Til I scream them at the top of my lungs again. 

You complete my day

"I like to laugh at life. You know... it's not a joke, but it's funny."
Alex

Just knowing that you are there... makes my everyday life even more... even more special. 

Unspoken heart

"I just want you to let go. You don't have to be bubbly and energetic all the time, if you are a still person. Don't put on a mask. It's all about you. Being you. I want to see you. I want to see what you can do. And then you can become the better version of yourself."

First lesson with Trine. 

Something is boilin' in me

Pühendumuse puudumine on justkui teadmatus iseenda ees. Mida sa tahad? Mille nimel oled sa valmis pingutama, keskenduma ja rõõmu tundma? Aga mina tean, millele ma pühendun. Kellele ma pühendun. Miks ma pühendun. Millal ma pühendun. Ning samuti ma tahan pühenduda. Julgen öelda, et mu teadmatus on möödas. Teadmatus on kadunud. Teadmatus on unustatud. Teadmatus iseenda ees. Olen leidnud endas oma kodu. Aitäh.