127 days to let go

This quarantine 

is brining out some

deep rooted 

repressed feelings

or questions

or emotions 

and it’s perfect. 

It really is. 

Because I feel like I’m finally

truly releasing some 

old habits

and doubts 

and pain. 

And it’s perfect. 

1:27pm is for my coffee and me

Please darling

do yourself a favor 

and enjoy the view –

oh, the things you can see

and admire

Stop looking for ways 

how you could fall down

how you could break 

Spring 1.27

I am releasing 

some beautiful thoughts 

and beautiful pain

from my head

and from my body

and from my soul 

Spring cleaning is here 

and I’m fully 

taking part of it 

127m of distancing

No, 

listening to bossa nova 

sunbathing on my old bed 

social distancing 

and thinking of you

doesn't make sense. 

But it's happening

and 

I need to get used to this. 

Plus

I'm totally fine like this. 

Why I need time

The things is
I am afraid of losing.
Not losing you
but losing me.

That's why I need time.

To make sure
I'm strong enough
to share myself.

Sustainability in my hands

You will find sustainability in me
and what that means is
I will never
leave you alone with this
in life
in the mornings
in the golden hours
in art
in messages
in cold.

My hands will sustainably hold yours.

We love in different ways

We have accepted the fact
that everybody grows
in different paces.

It's time to accept the fact
that we show love
in different ways.

I make a fool out of myself.
You remember everything.
I am soft but stubborn.
You give your all to the things you like.
I fight loudly.
You fight slowly.