Recent 1:27am thoughts

some evening are harder
because i’m not quite sure 
if i’m speaking to myself
or is the fear speaking to me 

and there’s nothing i can do
but to wait til the morning

morning will bring clarity 
will soothe my thoughts 
or if not 
then it just will be a bit better

step by step

i’m getting closer to
(i can't spill the secret)