Latch

Puudujatele. 

Meil kõigil on inimesi - kaugel ja lähedal, kellega oleme jaganud midagi ilusat.

Ilusaid situatsioone. Ilusaid tundeid. Ilusaid naerupurskeid. Ilusaid pilke. 

See seisneb mälestustes. Mitte kurbades. Vaid nendes mälupiltides inimestest, kes on olnud üks hetk nii lähedal meie hingele, õnnelikkusele ja tõele. See on "bittersweet." Olete õnnelikud, et see juhtus. Ja samas tunnete seda valu. Valu ja tänulikkus, kui inimene ei viibi enam teiega samas linnas. Kui inimene ei viibi enam teie elus. Kui inimene viibib teiega ühes ruumis, kuid see miski, mis oli, on nüüd puudu. Kui inimene võib lebada teie kõrval ja te lihtsalt meenutate mälestusi, mida koos läbi elasite. 

Põhinedes mälestustele. 

Eelkõige mälufotodele.

Siirale õnnelikkusele.

Ja nüüd tõele otsa vaatamisele. Siirale igatsusele.  

Aitäh, et te tutvustasite mulle inimesi, keda ma ei tea. Aitäh, neid kirjeldamast nii selgelt ja elavalt. Aitäh, et olite endaga aus. Aitäh, et jagasite oma ausust minuga. Aitäh, et lasksite endal olla haavatavad ning ei varjanud oma tundeid kellegi eest. Aitäh, et andsite mulle rohkem, kui ma palusin.
Ma ei nutnud kurbusest ega rõõmust. Ma nutsin siirusest teie vastu. Iga üks teist kannab endaga kaasas mingit maagilist sisemaailma, kuhu me ust ei leia. Te purustasite täna mitte lihtsalt enda ja minu vahel ukse... vaid eelkõige te vaatasite ausalt otsa endale ning lubasite langetada oma müüri iseenda ees. Iseenda ja oma tunnete ees. Iseenda ja tõe ees.
Kõik individuaalid maalisid omanäolise loo. Ometi me vormisime ka loo koos. Inimene on inimene. isegi, kui me kõik oleme nii erinevad ning mõtleme erinevatest inimestest ja situatsioonidest - Vaatamata kõigele sellele... oleme ja teame täpselt, kui sarnaselt me võime olla.
Ruum oli täis energiat, mida ei saa lihtsalt niisama tekitada. Te panite oma energia liikuma. Te tekitasite sellega eufooria, kus isegi kõige kinnistema hingede uksed said murtud.
Ma loodan, et te saite osa minust. Ning osa teineteisest. Sest mina sain osa teist. Ma sain aru, et ma ei ole oma mõtetega üksi. Ma ei ole kaugeltki mitte ainus, kes on midagi sellist kogenud. Loodan, et te saite ka tükikese endast tagasi, mida olete hoidnud varjatuna.
Aitäh, julguse eest.
Aitäh, pisarate eest.
Aitäh, et olete ilusad. Isiksused. Energiad. Hinged.

Don't date a girl who travels

Traveling is like flirting with life. It's like saying, I would stay and love you, but I have to go...

All the trekkers you meet are your friends. They greet you like friends, they are interested in you like friends and they give you the sincerest smile when you pass them. The amount of friends you get - not knowing their name and nationality - is outrageous. If you are willing to open up yourself and give away good vibes, you will get even better vibes back. Somehow you will remember their faces, maybe not all - but you have seen them all. You will remember the feeling they gave you. You will remember the feelings you felt during an upsurge, rainy weather, never-ending fight with leeches or sometimes even on a sunny afternoon. Thoughts about life, home, nature and relationships are constantly on your head while you walk. But you don't over-think. Everything that comes in to your mind will get clear. Every little worry will disappear. 

Trekkers are allowed to think their own thoughts. Nobody is judging them there. They have time. The absence of time and obligations are making them blissful. They could solve their biggest problems up there... or they could just enjoy the moment and let everything go. They can't be found and their thoughts can't be affected. 

Trekkers are your friends. Even if you don't know them and they don't want to be... they still are. They are going through the same things as you are. Humans are humans. You will realise that no matter what, we pretty much are the same. Not in a bad way. In a good way. In an extremely beautiful way. 

Do you get what I mean now?

I need to get away to get back to myself. Need to get away to get back to what's important. Need to get away to get to see, who I am. And where I am. And where I'm standing.

“Sometimes there’s so much beauty in the world, I feel like I can’t take it, and my heart is just going to cave in.”

Follow us around Helsinki 2014

Philocalist.
Even when there are days that gray.

Took a quick day-trip to visit our neighbours.

Positivus vibe

“Just look at life with more playful eyes. Don’t be serious. Seriousness becomes like a blindness. Don’t pretend to be a thinker, a philosopher. Just simply be a human being. The whole world is showering its joy on you in so many ways, but you are too serious, you cannot open your heart.”

Positivus feeds us with vibes that nothing else can. It's full of music mixed with laughter, adventures, new people and crazy new dance moves. It's full of summer and letting it go for a long weekend. It's full of healthy laughter, not so healthy lifestyle and semi-healthy sleep schedule.
Yet it's Positivus. It will leave us with amazing memories. Amazing performances. Amazing company.
Amazing vibe.

Our laugh changed the weather

Every day I discover more and more beautiful things. It's enough to drive one mad. 

I have such a desire to do everything, my head is bursting with it.

Our little vacation in Viljandi.
Hope you enjoy!

Elu omgi sääne

Inimesed tulevad siis, kui sa neid kõige vähem ootad. Õigemini, kui sa ootad, aga sa ei arva, et nad nüüd ilmuksid. Elu on juhus. Elu on oskus juhustest haarata ja nendega naerda.