The love I see between the Moon and I at 1:27

The love I have towards myself
is as big as the space between
our rock
and the Moon. 

The love might even be bigger
but I don’t know how to compare it,
how to describe it. 

I know love is not for describing
but 
I just want you to understand it. 
If I have that much for myself
then I will have some for you as well. 

In the middle of 1 and 27

Just remind yourself, honey,

that you are you

and you’re as free as you want to.

Just remind yourself

that you are sweet and sour,

both and nothing and nobody’s;

keep in mind 

that you are moving on your own,

moving with 

the air

when seasons are changing, 

never stopping.

Just remind yourself, honey,

that you are proud

of being

you. 

(And hold the ones who want to adjoin.) 

Recent 1:27am thoughts

some evening are harder
because i’m not quite sure 
if i’m speaking to myself
or is the fear speaking to me 

and there’s nothing i can do
but to wait til the morning

morning will bring clarity 
will soothe my thoughts 
or if not 
then it just will be a bit better

step by step

i’m getting closer to
(i can't spill the secret) 

Burning at 1:27

When you are feeling so deeply,
such fiery emotions,
you think the whole world 
can see it
and touch it
and know it 
and feel that you are burning.

But honey
there’s peace on the other side. 
And if not on the other side 
then it will be here soon. 

No more worries after 1:27

Don’t worry darling 
I will hold you
until you get what you want
I will hold you
until you decide to be free
I will hold you 
until you are ready 

Darling
I will hold you
even after all those wonderful things happen 
I will hold you 
because you deserve even more 
and more and more

127 hours more

I can’t help
I keep wondering what it’s like to 
meet him 

Straight forward 
look into his eyes 
greet 
and 
most possibly not breathe 

I imagine meeting will be like 
welcoming the spring
feeling warm sundrops on my skin
blossoming for the first time (or for the 27th time) 
having no expectations because
trusting spring
is the most important moment of the year 

He and the spring will bring 
new thoughts into my body
new feelings onto my skin
and
maybe
mayyyybbeeee
even new adventures into my being 

Vibing 127 km/h

I’m so much in love 
I don’t even wanna hide it anymore.

And what do I do about it? 

I have no idea
I just keep on vibing.