Growing 127km/sec

I am tired of changing myself.

I love to grow
but I can't change myself
to fit,
to be small
so they can be comfortable,
to not think,
to not feel,
to not be compassionate
and caring.

I'm not too much
they are just
too little.

I keep growing
no matter what happens.

A bit after 1:27 am

I might even want to see more sunrises
than sunsets.

Period.

It is a different kind of "being awake while the whole world is asleep" stage.
It is a stage for me to breathe.

1:27 pm in my pajamas

I sometimes forget to 

water my own flowers 

and plants –

also I forget about who I am

and how much love I need

but

I have a responsibility to

water and feed them. 

And I have a responsibility to 

water

and feed

myself too. 

With food

and with love. 

It's 1:27am, yet again

Yet again
it's time to trust.
Whatever is meant to come to you
will flow there, will make room and take time.

Don't force and move against it;
stop running away
and start arriving.

Fuel yourself with yourself
and all things
wonderful
to you.

A list on things / places where to travel

The list 

In my movement 

To Costa Rica 

In water 

Travel with someone who can be quiet and still whole

Out of stubbornness 

To the future 

On his body 

In peace 

Towards sunsets and sunrises 

127 heartbeats for spring

I smell like spring.
It's a different kind of season
the fresh wind strokes my cheeks
and messes up my hair.
Flowers take time to bloom
and I give them time

Because I took time to blossom as well.

The smell of the spring
brings new kind of peace.
Whatever is about to grow out of it
is good,
oh so damn good
in any way.

Trust the new moon

Babygirl
You just need a new moon
and one good, whole conversation
plus yourself
to understand that
there's some good in this world
in you

All the moon dust will fall into place
it will make your eyelids heavy but wake up your soul
You will see so many beautiful things
so many good people
you will see and feel them

Trust the wait
Trust, that universe has your back

You are the ocean

The ocean is big and bold
doing its own thing
but damn right
it could drown all your wishes
and drown your deepest fears

Choose what you want to drown

You are the ocean