Let it snow, my darling.

I would really like to do a christmas present haul already. But sadly christmas is month away and I can't show pictures of those presents here. Shhh, they will see it!

But I already purchase some great gifts for the loved ones. I'm definitely going to do my christmas shopping soon, 'cause I know that in december I will be in a hurry with school, performances, work and exams. 

I'm having in mind to create one or few short movies too, if I have the time. (Which I hope I do!)

I'm loving today's weather: cold, lots of snow, christmas music, dance performance with Getter Jaani and quick act in Estonian National Opera house in "Manon."

Enjoy your winter weather. Enjoy the moments!

Simple room tour

I've decided to do a simple room tour. School ended early and so I had a lot of time to spend at home.

Camera - Fujifilm x10

Trust life a little bit

So here's the thing. One day we'll look back - intentionally or by choice - and see all our experiences, stories, relationships and travels in front of us. It's our choice to make these memories now worth watching. What we really wanna see at this point? 

"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."

I've felt different vibes and thoughts recently. What I really wanna do? Do i really wanna do it? Is it necessary? Do I really need it?

My first real problem is that I'm sometimes too scared to dream big. Or not just dream big - but the fear of not accomplish my dreams. I'm scared of falling. Falling hard. Hitting the ground by not getting into the university I wanted, by being hurt by the love ones... 

The truth is - I shall stop this fear now. Trust life a little bit. Make things the way I want them. Strive a bit more. Believe a bit more. Enjoy a bit more. Explore a bit more. Laugh a lot more. Trust myself a little bit more.

Step by step. I'm gonna be the best version of myself. 

God.

 Listen this man. 

I've never seen or heard God. Until now...

The first and maybe the last writer and singer who makes me feel like home, alive, christmas, love and pain all together. Speechless. Literally can't find the words...

Fearless

"Fearless is not the absence of fear. To me, fearless is having fears, having doubts. Lots of them. Fearless is living in spite of those thing that scare you to death. Fearless is falling in love again, even though you've been hurt before. It's getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again... Following your true goals. It's fearless to have faith that someday things will change. Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye. Loving someone despite what people think is fearless. Letting go is fearless. I think love is fearless. Life is fearless."