Tuesday, December 31, 2019

Magic of the dawn

Am I slowly saying goodbye to 1:27? 

Some people have the magical power
to get skin deep
by just looking at you

you have the magical power
to
make me doubt

about what I feel
and who I want
and what I need.

You have the magical power to make me
choose you.



Monday, December 30, 2019

Future for 127 years and more

Stop romanticising pain
and confusion
and start
running into my arms.

I will hold your
future.


127 ways of falling

I fell in love
in a supermarket
and in my bed
after a few glasses of wine.
Fell in love after every lovely greeting card
and sent postcards.
I fell in love with laugher until
they weren't funny anymore.
I fell in and out quicker than you could imagine.
I fell in love with cowards

until I fell for you.


Foto: Marlene Kirt


Until I fell for me.
Actually.

Unfolding for 1:27

Things are unfolding
and all I can really do
is sit back
and watch them
effortlessly unfold,
sit back
and watch it all happen,
sit back
and finally let it bloom.

The most powerful thing right now
is to be patience.

To enjoy the process of opening.



Tuesday, December 10, 2019

127 inquiries

all my best photographs
have you in them

you made me realize
how to compose my life
how composition works

and you made me realize
its time to let go
when the composition
doesn’t serve you
anymore

i am my own muse now

inquiries are open
for another one
as well



Kindness towards 1:27

The hot liquid
falling down her throat
wasn't alcohol.
It was kindness
towards herself,
kindness towards the lost,
kindness towards the ugly past.

Kindness towards her heart.


Wednesday, November 27, 2019

127 years of gold

Can we have
few more drinks
few more days
if possible then even weeks

Drinks will hopefully
turn into years
of gold.



Tuesday, November 26, 2019

Oopsie at 1:27am

He's my sweet getaway

that's that. 
I'm either very screwed 
or very lucky.



1:27 seconds of dance

We were kissing
around corners
and on the darkest hours
of the day

I didn't want my reality
ruin something
so kind

and strangely new.


Tuesday, November 12, 2019

Swimming between 127 stars

It's a sacred place
what you and I are having
between us

I truly enjoy
swimming in the stardust
between us.



127 meters and more

Very soon he will recognize
that she's the wild and soft wind
he has been missing

He will approach her
head down
heart up

She will say yes



Soft 127g gold

The new quality of softness
is melting my heart
into
soft liquid gold.

I'm all that
soft,
melting,
pile of gold.



Wednesday, October 9, 2019

Meet up at 1:27pm

I saw you
from the distance
and the world
somehow disappeared.

I thought
waiting you
is a beautiful thing.

But you - arriving -
is the
most beautiful thing.



Sunday, September 29, 2019

Holding each other 127 different ways

nobody couldn’t bother us
the night held us
and all i wished was to stop the time
and admire the situation
be grateful
that i’ve grown
and people around me
are so
so
whole
and beautiful

yet we didn’t held each other 

not yet

-----

but when autumn came 
we needed each other's body warmth 



127 ways of making it work?

he feels more home
than he should 

i rather stand outside of the house
than
ruin the moment 


127 weird tales

When I'm placing my hand
on my heart
I feel it living, I feel it breathing in stardust
and getting impulses
of going
forward 
and never, never
never
never going 
back. 

_______________

i don’t know
where to next

and i don’t care
im excited to go 



I would at 1:27am

If I could
- let's say anything is possible -
if I could 
I would 
like to take care of your heart 
and wear it everywhere 
with me 

Let’s just say
I would
if I could

I would 



Thursday, September 26, 2019

Holding autumn 127 days

One day he will realize 
that I’m here 
and he will know my worth
and will admire my strength
even more than now. 

He will ask
if it’s too late
because he’s ready now - 
he’s more than ready.

And I will say

let’s hold hands.




Monday, September 9, 2019

Sunday's 1:27am and pm

Midnight magic ends 
when Sunday afternoon 
hits our eyes and skin and minds,
midnight magic stayed for 
the whole weekend
but now it’s time to

face the sun. 


127 eyes for home

We were scared to lock eyes
for too long
because I believe
we both knew
what would have happened 


but when we did
it felt like
a dangerous 
beautiful
safe

home. 




Tuesday, August 27, 2019

At 1:27am

He looked at her
like he knew her

or like
there will be a shared secret soon
that they need to keep
for themselves.



127 versions of me

i taught myself to be 
more
sensitive 
more supportive
a little bit more spontaneous
taught myself to
believe in magical moments 
and hold them in the heart forever
to be more susceptible
more selective 

and it turned out
that it's possible 

to grow more and more
into the person
you should be

the most magical version

of your own 


Monday, August 19, 2019

My goddess for 127 years

She said I need to stop
doubting in myself

and the way she looked at me
I understood
I was a goddess before they left
and before he entered
my life.

I started to swim
in a beautiful flow.



Architecture 1-2-7

The architect in me
is building
bridges
and tearing down walls

simple as that
cliche as that

the archidect in me
is growing
flowers

peaceful as that

so
not an archidect
but a gardener.



He had 127 opportunities

He's seeing something in you
and he's afraid
of what kind of doors
you could open.

So he chooses
to climb out of
windows
instead.


Thursday, August 1, 2019

Stars in my mouth around 1:27am

The night kissed my eyes
and you kissed me
outside of my house.
Yet I couldn't decide
which one was more beautiful -
the stars in my eyes
or the stars in my mouth.



Locked his hands at 1:27am

The way he locked his hands
around her body
was a sign
that he didn't want to lose someone
so magical
so rare
he just had found.

His embrace
felt more home
than the last place
she visited -
that left her.



Monday, July 29, 2019

127 colours of kindness

She watched him
with so much kindness
that he needed to
convince himself
that he
and she
would never be.

He convinced himself
that he is not worthy
of her kindness.



Thursday, July 25, 2019

127 small goddesses

In this moment
you realised 
that you are a small
goddess,
but soon - trust me - 
you will find out
that you are even
bigger
than you think.



12,7 days of magic

Magical things happen
when you let go
when you close the door
when you decide
that you have yourself.
Magical people appear
and sceptics disappear.

Magical
and beautiful
unexpected things
happen.

They have already started
to enter
my life.

And I simply say "Hello" to those things
and
to those
humans.



127 ways to protect her

He wished
she could be
right by his side

but he didn't want to ruin
something
someone
so beautiful

so he ran away with anyone
but her
so he could
protect her

beauty.



Monday, July 22, 2019

You know 1:27

Her kind heart stubbles
and her words
don't come out
as planned.

But she has
good intentions.
You know that.



Tuesday, July 16, 2019

Before 1:27am

There will be humans
who'll take care
of your heart

They will melt it
and they will hold it afterwards

If you don't trust
yourself,
trust me



Can't hurt me around 1:27

I will always
love you

but you can't
hurt me
anymore

and it sets
me
free



127h of carpool

His hands melted
on the hot
car wheel
and she asked
if they could
drive away

next to the Mediterranean Sea.

Luckily
he agreed.


They weren't close
but the summer heart decided
it's time for them
to cool off
together,

even if they didn't want it,
they made a great
carpool team.





Thursday, July 4, 2019

127 puudutust

ta voolas mööda mu õlga alla
ja isegi kui see oli külastus
siis taaskord
sündis
taaskord
tekkis
kõige võõram ja ilusam
soojus mu nahal

voolas
nagu kestaks see igavesti
ja ma proovisin end muuta
erinevateks materjalideks
et tal oleks hea
laskuda
et ta tahaks
tagasi tulla




Million and 127 lovers

You don't have to be lovers
to love each other.
There are million
different
small and huge
ways
to love.





Te ei pea olema kallimad,
et teineteist armastada.
On olemas miljoneid
erinevaid
väikesi ja suuri
võimalusi
armastamiseks.

Sunday, June 23, 2019

127 korda

Kui ma saaksin,
siis viskaksin end
selle kõige ette
ja laseksin end vaadata
nii nagu olen.

Aga ma hoian end tagasi
sest
muidu näevad kõik,
mitte vaid sina.



Learn to serve your heart

Learn to say "no".
Not only to your thoughts and to the rush hour, or when you're feeling your weakest. Learn to say "no" to humans who make you wait for no reason, who make you doubt for no reason, who make you want to say "no" even if it's for no reason.
Learn to say "no" to almost everything that doesn't serve you or your heart.
Serve and deserve.

Sometimes learning to say "no" is the way of saying "yes" to yourself.



127 "me" points

Start being kind
to yourself.
Everything else
will follow.


Your level is higher than 127

There will be men
who'll say
that what you are doing
is wrong,
what you are feeling
is unnecessary,
what you want
is childish.

They are not
your level
of men.

Don't just walk.
Nod
and run.



Saturday, June 22, 2019

Sun kissed after 1:27pm

The sun kissed my cheeks
and the night
stroke my back
and I understood
"no need to
wait for you".
I already
have it all.

Even if I would like to
speaking from a kind heart
I need to keep moving.



Friday, June 21, 2019

127 peonies

Peonies in my hand
and in my hear
and in my eyes.
Everything else
is
secondary.





Pojengid mu käes
ja mu juustes
ja mu silmades.
Kõik muu
on
teisejärguline.

On my heart at any 1:27

She rested her head
on my heart
and I knew
I need to protect her
at any cost. 

But first I understood
I need to become stronger. 
For the both of us.



Sunday, June 9, 2019

Not your idea at 1:27am

Do not create
the idea of me
and then manifest it
over
and over again.
I'm not your idea.
I will not become the ideal.

Let me create
myself.
By myself.


Wednesday, June 5, 2019

Offline 'til 1:27

Being "offline" to them
will make them mad,
but it will set you free -
slow
and steadily.


Olla hõivatud nende jaoks
võib ajada neid vihale,
aga see vabastab sind -
vaikselt
ja järjekindlalt.


Monday, May 27, 2019

1:27pm in Amsterdam

Me,
being dreamy,
doing a lot,
doing nothing,
enjoying,
laughing,
saying kind things,
has nothing to do with you.
It has everything to do
with me.
I want this for me,
not for you
to see.



1:27pm on the other side of

This afternoon
I found myself
on the other side
of
the world,
the other side
of
me,
the other side
of you.
I found my tears
to be cleansing
and clear,
even when
they started
because of
...




Sunday, May 26, 2019

1:27 is for

1:27pm is for my
sun-kissed lovers,
who dream of doing nothing
and everything
in this world;
for my fearless doers,
who move so fast
yet know exactly when
to pause.


1:27am is for my
wholesome humans,
who don't know yet
that they have everything they need
in themselves;
for my writers
and creators
and dreamers
who either feel extreme joy
or
are growing through pain.


1:26 will make them feel
so fragile
that they want to quit.
1:27 gives them
nuances
to wait for the next step
or move
or next 1:27.



127 truths

She could crush you
with the truth,
but she's too kind
to go down
your way. 





Ta võiks sind purustada
tõega,
aga ta on liiga lahke,
et olla 
sinu sarnane.