Sunday, September 29, 2019

Holding each other 127 different ways

nobody couldn’t bother us
the night held us
and all i wished was to stop the time
and admire the situation
be grateful
that i’ve grown
and people around me
are so
so
whole
and beautiful

yet we didn’t held each other 

not yet

-----

but when autumn came 
we needed each other's body warmth 



127 ways of making it work?

he feels more home
than he should 

i rather stand outside of the house
than
ruin the moment 


127 weird tales

When I'm placing my hand
on my heart
I feel it living, I feel it breathing in stardust
and getting impulses
of going
forward 
and never, never
never
never going 
back. 

_______________

i don’t know
where to next

and i don’t care
im excited to go 



I would at 1:27am

If I could
- let's say anything is possible -
if I could 
I would 
like to take care of your heart 
and wear it everywhere 
with me 

Let’s just say
I would
if I could

I would 



Thursday, September 26, 2019

Holding autumn 127 days

One day he will realize 
that I’m here 
and he will know my worth
and will admire my strength
even more than now. 

He will ask
if it’s too late
because he’s ready now - 
he’s more than ready.

And I will say

let’s hold hands.




Monday, September 9, 2019

Sunday's 1:27am and pm

Midnight magic ends 
when Sunday afternoon 
hits our eyes and skin and minds,
midnight magic stayed for 
the whole weekend
but now it’s time to

face the sun. 


127 eyes for home

We were scared to lock eyes
for too long
because I believe
we both knew
what would have happened 


but when we did
it felt like
a dangerous 
beautiful
safe

home.