Friday, October 31, 2014

Happy Halloween

Go more green.

I wake up. Roll in bed. Put a really good song on. Open the curtains. Roll some more. And start rolling out of bed.

It all comes inside. When your body is aching then it's telling you something. Keep good karma and energy around.

Remember: If you are the smartest person in the room... then you are in the wrong room.

Sunday, October 26, 2014

Autumn blues

"You can't go listening every fucking little voice that runs through your head... you'll go nuts."
- Samantha Jones

The autumn magic is pretty much over and the wait for winter is on. Wish I could wrap myself in a blanket and throw the responsibilities away. Autumn blues are here. I'm dying to make them stop. 
I need to wake up. 

Don't compare. 
Just enjoy. 

Thursday, October 23, 2014

I may laugh too much

But I work hard and treat myself nicely. 

Also the Vince Wolf Project is now out there. So much to come, so much to do. But everything looks amazing.
The paintings will be out soon, the products will be on you way and every little piece is under a construction.
You can visit the official Facebook site here. 
Official instagram page here.
Give this amazing girl a look. She will be legend.

Excited to work with people so dedicated of what they do.
So aware of their knowledge. 
So aware of their targets. 
So aware of life. 

Monday, October 20, 2014

Mr. Allen

Magic in the Moonlight

My body acclimates itself when I send out a signal that I'm going to watch a movie made by Mr Woody Allen. 
My body turns numb, in a weird, peaceful way. I always hope for the best. That he doesn't prove me wrong. That everything I deep down wish for... he shows me. 90% of the time I get even more than I wished for. 
The witty, intelligent dialogues are taking me on a trip to sadly comfortable and home-like place. The quick come-backs, realistic yet romantic vibes are my favourite ones. How the light falls on their faces and how they seem to not notice that. The soundtrack usually consists of songs that I would like to have as my background music... as I wander around on the strange, new, yet cosy towns. Magic in the Moonlight has colours that make it even more magical. 

The choice of actors and actresses impress me. Have to admit, I am a big fan of Emma Stone. And Colin Firth is on the top of my list as well. So as I saw it - a great (yet strange, if you focus on the generation gap) combo, odd chemistry, somehow suitable appearance, simple and magical character building. 

The playfulness the movie brings to my heart... is worth keeping. 

I know a lot of people who might not agree with me. They seriously don't like Woody's work. 
And that's alright. In a strange way it makes me like it even more. Just to show them... that it can be loved. It can be good. And it is good. 

Simple. Effective. 

Sunday, October 19, 2014

Autumn under my skin

Finally I had a long weekend of rest and peace. I started my Friday off with loads of studying and cleaning. Then we took 3 hour long ride to out country house. We cooked some good dinner, I did a bit of reading and then we just casually chilled out in our warm living room. 
Saturday went by fast... and we did a lot! Started our morning with working outside. It took a couple of hours to clean up the garden, pick apples and enjoy the chilly autumn sunshine. After that we had a super quick lunch and headed off to the pool. Did an awesome and exhausting workout in the pool (the swimmer I sill am inside), sat on the sauna and after headed off to mall. We were dead. We did a bit of shopping and sat down in a cafe to have a latte and find some energy. 

Here comes my favourite part. That I will talk later. Yes, it's about the master, Woody Allen. 

The quietness that Tartu has is refreshing. Best place to be, when I need to collect myself together again. 
Evening turned out to be next to my computer, going over Nepal video footage. I do feel like I want to cry. Firstly I wanna go back. Right now. Secondly... the amount of footage I have is too damn high! 

Sunday owns the grown of weekend. Chilling around, reading, watching series, going for a run, studying a bit... The perfect end for the week... and the perfect reload to start a new week tomorrow. 

Note to self: Be selective in your battles. Sometimes peace is better than being right. 

Friday, October 17, 2014

Take me on a trip

I'd like to go somewhere. 

In my point of view it's not a bad thing to be restless. It shows a need to grow as a person, be true to your mind and soul, develop and catch changes. Couldn't imagine living the same year 80 times. Life gives everyone, independently, an opportunities to live differently almost every single day. Nobody tells you that you have to work on the same job until you retire. Nobody tells you what you have to like and dislike; how you should look, feel or think. You have the real chance of living more than 80 different lives.
Your choice. If you feel good about living the one life, do it. If not... Then take my blessing and go be someone else. Every step is the right step. Simply take the step. Take it.
And let me know what happens.

Monday, October 13, 2014

Popcorn night

"Become friends with people who aren't your age. Hang out with people whose first language isn't the same as yours. Get to know someone who doesn't come from your social class. This is how you see the world. This is how you grow." 

Have movie nights with good people. Have a laugh. Or a cry. 
Have good people around you. Simple. Good. 

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Rest and find your will

So as I wrote earlier... It's the season of coming back...
I came back and sat down with myself. Took a good cup of coffee, did people watching and controlled my breathing. Made a list in my head of the things I want to try out, I want to do and started thinking about how I would make them real.
It all came clear. I need time to rest, to be my own boss and to find the balance between what others see and how I see myself.

Decided to took a Saturday off, wandered around beautiful Kadriorg, went to KUMU and Kadrioru kunstimuuseum, did loads of (also window)shopping and had a laugh in the cosy autumn.
If you have time, please visit KUMU. The exhibition A Moveable Feast is just breathtaking.
And even if you don't, then still please find time to yourself. Time to be present.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Season of changes

October is a month for the soul. The weather is changing. The sun warmth is changing. Your energy is changing.
Yes, autumn is not just the season of nature. It's the season of you. For you. To you.
If you have something good in you life, something you really want to hold onto - then do it. Now is the time to pay more attention to it. Pet it more. Care about it more. Take your chances to grow stronger connections, stronger point of views and stronger mind & health.
If something is wrong - you better fix it now or live with it the whole winter. No, it's not that bad. For me it just feels the perfect time of the year to spread your wings and fix the things that bother you. Start doing stuff on October. Start taking care of yourself more, prepare yourself. Take time for rests and weekends. Take time to write, read, have walks around town and nature. Spend some time doing what you love. Not what others except you to love but what you simply want to love.
Respect yourself, your wishes and your time. You will live with yourself until "your forever." So be your friend. Make changes you want and need to make. Make them your way. Love yourself a bit.
Learn to love yourself in October.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Late night thoughts

I usually do hate qliches.

But please love yourself first. Then others can follow.

Late night thoughts.

Turned even into morning thoughts.

Must be a true thought.