Trust life a little bit

So here's the thing. One day we'll look back - intentionally or by choice - and see all our experiences, stories, relationships and travels in front of us. It's our choice to make these memories now worth watching. What we really wanna see at this point? 

"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."

I've felt different vibes and thoughts recently. What I really wanna do? Do i really wanna do it? Is it necessary? Do I really need it?

My first real problem is that I'm sometimes too scared to dream big. Or not just dream big - but the fear of not accomplish my dreams. I'm scared of falling. Falling hard. Hitting the ground by not getting into the university I wanted, by being hurt by the love ones... 

The truth is - I shall stop this fear now. Trust life a little bit. Make things the way I want them. Strive a bit more. Believe a bit more. Enjoy a bit more. Explore a bit more. Laugh a lot more. Trust myself a little bit more.

Step by step. I'm gonna be the best version of myself.