At least not in me.
I look at the time. The date. The whole calendar. And not because I want to scare myself. Just want to wake myself up. To value the moments and do everything, I promised to do tomorrow, now. To smile more and look around - realise that the journey of happiness is developing faster than I thought. Every weak moment shows being a human. Every standing up shows having courage. Settling with a new situation shows my growth. Starting to walk again shows being fearless.
I look at the time. And I realise that everything is better than just alright.
Mexican tequila and one 'roller coaster weekend.'