Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Dazzle me with cold

She admits that she always gets what she wants. And by admitting it and realising how blessed she is - she gets it all. Sooner or later. Sometimes it takes her three years, sometimes a year, yet sometimes even 7. Sometimes it takes her tears, heartbreaks and sleepless nights. Sometimes she just laughs and takes it with the most chilled vibes. Or she sings it out, dances it out or she simply is so honest that nobody doubts her.
She admits the she has gotten what she has wanted. But she also admits that she worked hard - with all the bad and the good; with all the insane and incredible ways; with all the energy and the help from universe.
She's acknowledged to herself that sometimes not getting what she wanted was a wonderful stoke of luck. 

She took it all or nothing. She might realise that it's not hers, she's not yet good enough or somebody else deserves it. 
She left it.
Hoped that the better owner would come along. 
Hoping nothing in return. 


"She was most beautiful  when she did what she wanted;
when she ate what she wanted and sighed in satisfaction. 
When she wore what she wanted and walked in confidence. 
She was particularly spectacular when she loved...
even when she received nothing in return." 

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