Who am I to wish he wouldn't break my heart.
While I go around and break so many.
Whatever happens, happens.
Take a weekend and do stuff only you want to do. Alone or together. But whatever you want to do. Or do the things you have pushed further and further - now is the time to complete your tasks.
Take a weekend full of fresh air, good books, studies, jogging and taking care of yourself.
You need "you-time" from time to time.
This time is now. Smile to yourself.